the computer doth die


I'll be posting again as soon as I have a regular computer at hand. Until then:

I'm signing up for school right now, I can't wait. People like Xola make me want to do something with my life. ( ...if you see negitive, it makes positive, right???)

I really miss my friends, or friend, or whatever. But right now I'm sick in the soul and don't want to put that off on people I love. I need some Keri time to figure out what I am actually living for.

My lil'op went fine, painful, but fine. And hopefully everything is over with and I will have a good ol'normal pap next.

I got tested for H.I.V and so did Mark. We want closer. (Oh, and 2 others. It was a package deal. Weee.)

I'm listening to Freur every day on loop.

I really miss friends.

It's been 3 weeks since I've had a drink and I'm doing a detox at the end of the month.

I might go bowling tonight.

Puffy Pink Nipples

"He who knows nothing, loves nothing. He who can do nothing, understands nothing.

He who understands nothing, is worthless.

But he who understands, also lives, notices, sees.

The more knowledge is inherent in a thing, the greater the love...

Anyone who imagines that all fruits ripen at the same time as the strawberrys knows nothing about grapes."

- Paracelsus

Moab was great. It refreshed my senses and health. No drinking for the following month and I have begun taking liquid cal/mag/zinc. I'm coming close to my proceedure and all will go fine. I can't write much right now, but I do want to write how much I appreciate those who support me in my life. Not for any real reason of their support... just love and respect. Brook, your a great little discovery and I appreciate your words. Mark, you mean more to me then I think you even know. I will always love you and be there as long as you can stand it. I have so much respect for all those "aquantances" I seem to have in my life: your smiles enhance my own.

Pictures and words later.